new..

so..theres a NEW song in my life :S
its weird how i find songs that remind me of others and there situations, yet i couldnt find a song to remind me..of..me :

nonetheless, my friend found a song for me
and its ridiculous how it matches the way ive been feeling for the past couple of months o.O
so if you care (which you probably dont) then youtube it/download it. or whatever

someone to call my lover - janet jackson

yep its a jackson song
i love the jackson family
rip michael (F)
xoxo

heartless

in the night i hear em talk
the coldest story ever told
somewhere far along this road
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless
how could you be so heartless
how could you be so heartless

how cold you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breathes yo
just remember that you talking to me though
you need to watch the way youre talking to me yo
i mean after all the things we've been through
i mean after all the things that we got into
hey yo, i know some things that you aint told me
hey yo, i did some things but thats the old me
and now you wanna get me back and you gon show me
so you walk around like you dont know me
you got new friends, well i got homies
but in the end its still so lonely

in the night i hear em talk
the coldest story ever told
somewhere far along this road
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless
how could you be so heartless
how could you be so heartless

how could you be so dr evil
youre bringing out a side of me that i dont know
i decided that we werent gon speak so why we up 3am on the phone
why does she be so mad at me for
homie i dont know shes hot and cold
i wont stop, wont mess my groove up
cause i already know how this thing goes
you run and tell your friends youre leaving me
they say that they dont see what you see in me
you wait a couple months til you gon see
you'll never find nobody better than me

in the night i hear em talk
the coldest story ever told
somewhere far along this road
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless
how could you be so heartless
how could you be so heartless

talking talking talking talk
baby lets just knock it off
they dont know what we've been through
they dont know about me and you
so ive got something new to see
you just gon keep hating me
and we just gona be enemies
i know you cant believe
i could just leave it wrong
and you cant make it right
so imma take off tonight, into the night..

i hear em talk
the coldest story ever told
somewhere far along this road
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless
how could you be so heartless
how could you be so heartless



possibly one of the best songs ever written by kanye west
and possibly one of the best songs ever performed by the fray
it gets me through the good times..through the bad times..through everything
my all time fav :)
xoxo

everything

everythings so stupid
everythings so fucked
everythings so confusing
everythings so shit

ive lost/ alienated/ pissed off/ taken for granted some of the best people in my life
..and what do i have to show for it
nothing
absolutely nothing
i keep thinking was it a mistake to be made in order for me to learn from it
or did i truly deserve all of this

..but in the end its still so lonely
xoxo

i believe you peter!

pea-tear!
oi man. i hell believe you now :D
you dont understand how emo i was when mum was like no you cant
and i was like :O as if !
but now i feel special inside
hopefully you guys have fun without me :(
will defs see you next week :D
it shall be long awaited and great!!!!!!!!

xoxo

ch-ch-changes

life is different again
people are changing again
decisions are being made
promises are being broken
new beginnings are forming,
while old fires are burning out
a new day is dawning
while the sun sets on the past

i.just.want.stability ;/

three....

SO. ive recently realised that i have a third addition to my group.. but before i talk about this
i need to give some brief history xD

basically.
my friend lisa. also known as princess lisa. or lees. or LEESAHHH. well we both have obsessions
hers with the jonas brothers, and mine with TWILIGHT :D
and although we;ve lost friends due to these obsessions (LOLOLOL) were still going strong
even though im slightly over twilight..deep down its still there..in my heart
and lisa's love for the jobros..well..HA yes its definitely going strong..

yes we have come across people who love the jonas brothers or twilight, or even both..but definitely not as much as we do
until we met..SIMONE. oh simone. hes like our sister from another mister!
he loves transformers. but whats that you say? 'i love transformers too!' well guess what. i dont think you do. because simone loves transformers like i love twilight and how lisa loves the jobros and how a FAT KID LOVES CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!!!!!!

so. here it is. our official initation of simone into our group
we now will call ourselves the THREE muskuteers
were so glad we found you simone. really. no joke. im being completely serious :D

xoxo

btw. its simon not simone
and my name is sabrina bcos im a witch :) yay i want to cast a spell on you ;)

dedicated to peter nguyen!

so my friend peter nguyen wrote a post dedicated to me
so i feel..that i have to dedicate a post to him :D

peter nguyen
where do i begin..
i remember i didnt know how to spell the last name nguyen
so i made up this thing were i wud say 'en guy en' :D haha
yes they were good timess...

oh and i remember when we went to watch zefron together
or was it that movie with all those celebs..i cant remember the title
but yeah
and then the greater union guy said something
and you were like "yeah boy"
and me n tuhan looked at you. and u were like what??
and i was like did u just say yeahboy?:
and u were like i did
and then i LMFAO-ed at you :)

yep they were good timess..
and btw..we need to make our shirts! hehe

xo